You can restate number one as many times as you want, babe. ::grin::
As for eight... I do, yes. And anytime you want to know, I'll tell you. When you're ready.
[locked to Cissie]
5 and 7: I'm sorry--I should have called. I should have made sure someone talked to you and was there with you. I was kind of messed up--wrapped up in my own stupid head--but that's not an excuse. You deserved better than finding out like you did--on both of those. I'm sorry.
6: It was good for me, yeah, but... I'm sorry there was no one there for you. If I could have been in both places at once... but I'm not sure I would have been the best person for you right then. Again--wrapped up in my stupid head.
8: That... yeah. There's no good excuse for that, so I'm not even going to try. We should have been there for you.
9: That's not something you need to worry about, Ciss. Ever. Even if I didn't want to kick her ass ten ways from Sunday for what she did to all of us--I moved on. I loved her, and things got bad--I was going to break up with her, if you remember--and then she died, and I moved on.
And for the record--there's no one I love more than I love you.
10: Okay, that--I'm going to tell you what I told Dick, and hopefully you'll listen better than he did. I own my own issues. It's not your fault, and there wasn't anything you could have done. It was me. Me and my dumb, broken brain.
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As for eight... I do, yes. And anytime you want to know, I'll tell you. When you're ready.
[locked to Cissie]
5 and 7: I'm sorry--I should have called. I should have made sure someone talked to you and was there with you. I was kind of messed up--wrapped up in my own stupid head--but that's not an excuse. You deserved better than finding out like you did--on both of those. I'm sorry.
6: It was good for me, yeah, but... I'm sorry there was no one there for you. If I could have been in both places at once... but I'm not sure I would have been the best person for you right then. Again--wrapped up in my stupid head.
8: That... yeah. There's no good excuse for that, so I'm not even going to try. We should have been there for you.
9: That's not something you need to worry about, Ciss. Ever. Even if I didn't want to kick her ass ten ways from Sunday for what she did to all of us--I moved on. I loved her, and things got bad--I was going to break up with her, if you remember--and then she died, and I moved on.
And for the record--there's no one I love more than I love you.
10: Okay, that--I'm going to tell you what I told Dick, and hopefully you'll listen better than he did. I own my own issues. It's not your fault, and there wasn't anything you could have done. It was me. Me and my dumb, broken brain.
Nothing's going to happen to me.