Kon

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So, I went over to my place this afternoon to pick up some things and see Kon, and I found a note. I guess the Legion showed up and he went to help them for a while, and he should be back soon. I thought everyone would want to know.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know.

I... You could do that? And come back? By choice, I mean. I don't know. He said he needs space, and maybe he does? But--I don't knooow. What do you think?

...Selfishly, I don't want you to go.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I could. It's... I'm from there. Anyway, Barry and Wally used to run back and forth all the time.

I'd come back, you dork. I told you I'll always come back to you.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I know; I just didn't know you could do that.

I know. I do. It's just... We don't know what's going on there, but if they came back for Kon's help, it must be serious, and he won't leave before he's done, and if you're there, you'll want to help and--Blah.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

Oh. I can. I can even bring you with me.

That's sort of what I do, Cissie. I help people that need help. It's what we do, isn't it?

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I know. I know. I said I was being selfish.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

It's okay.

Do you... want to talk about it?

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I don't know what I want, except you. Do you want to talk about it?

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

You'll always have me. You know that.

Uh, I want to talk about it if it's going to be a problem.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I know. I didn't mean--I wasn't doubting that. I was just saying.

...I think I'm confused now. What's going to be a problem?

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

Me going to help people?

I don't know, I'm confused, too.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

That... no. It's not going to be a problem. It's not a problem. It's who you are. And I love who you are.

It's--I was having a stupid selfish moment, Bart. Sometimes I have them. I'm not always as strong as you think I am.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

And who I am love you. Or I love you. Or we both love you. Um. Does that make sense?

It wasn't stupid. It's my fault, I'm just on edge because Kon's gone and I know why, and we all know why, and it's just going to make this team thing even harder. I'm sorry.

You're the strongest person I know. No little font. Big font. You're the strongest person I know. It takes strength to be the one that stays behind, Ciss, and to support us even when you can't be part of us. And... it takes strength to walk away. I told you all this.

I love you.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

It makes Bart-sense.

It's my fault too, for the same reasons. And Cassie and I are talking and it's draining and I don't know what to say to her. And then--Kon would have gone with them even if he wasn't depressed. For the same reason you would stay to help if you went to get him.

:P You did. Thank you. I... Sometimes it's just harder than others, and I was having a moment. I didn't mean to make problems.

I love you too.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that you get Bart-sense. Most people don't.

I don't know what to say to her either. Tell her the truth?

Yeah, Kon would have gone anyway, but still. You know what I mean.

You didn't make problems. Though I think I might need some extra making out tonight, just in case.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I do. I might not be fluent yet, but I'm working on it.

Maybe. I don't know. I wish this were easier.

Yeah, I do. I'm frustrated about the whole thing.

Okay, good. Extra making out can definitely happen, especially if there is also extra snuggling? I need hugs.