Kon

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So, I went over to my place this afternoon to pick up some things and see Kon, and I found a note. I guess the Legion showed up and he went to help them for a while, and he should be back soon. I thought everyone would want to know.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

Oh. I can. I can even bring you with me.

That's sort of what I do, Cissie. I help people that need help. It's what we do, isn't it?

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I know. I know. I said I was being selfish.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

It's okay.

Do you... want to talk about it?

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I don't know what I want, except you. Do you want to talk about it?

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

You'll always have me. You know that.

Uh, I want to talk about it if it's going to be a problem.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I know. I didn't mean--I wasn't doubting that. I was just saying.

...I think I'm confused now. What's going to be a problem?

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

Me going to help people?

I don't know, I'm confused, too.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

That... no. It's not going to be a problem. It's not a problem. It's who you are. And I love who you are.

It's--I was having a stupid selfish moment, Bart. Sometimes I have them. I'm not always as strong as you think I am.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

And who I am love you. Or I love you. Or we both love you. Um. Does that make sense?

It wasn't stupid. It's my fault, I'm just on edge because Kon's gone and I know why, and we all know why, and it's just going to make this team thing even harder. I'm sorry.

You're the strongest person I know. No little font. Big font. You're the strongest person I know. It takes strength to be the one that stays behind, Ciss, and to support us even when you can't be part of us. And... it takes strength to walk away. I told you all this.

I love you.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

It makes Bart-sense.

It's my fault too, for the same reasons. And Cassie and I are talking and it's draining and I don't know what to say to her. And then--Kon would have gone with them even if he wasn't depressed. For the same reason you would stay to help if you went to get him.

:P You did. Thank you. I... Sometimes it's just harder than others, and I was having a moment. I didn't mean to make problems.

I love you too.

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[nokidflash.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that you get Bart-sense. Most people don't.

I don't know what to say to her either. Tell her the truth?

Yeah, Kon would have gone anyway, but still. You know what I mean.

You didn't make problems. Though I think I might need some extra making out tonight, just in case.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I do. I might not be fluent yet, but I'm working on it.

Maybe. I don't know. I wish this were easier.

Yeah, I do. I'm frustrated about the whole thing.

Okay, good. Extra making out can definitely happen, especially if there is also extra snuggling? I need hugs.