So, I went over to my place this afternoon to pick up some things and see Kon, and I found a note. I guess the Legion showed up and he went to help them for a while, and he should be back soon. I thought everyone would want to know.
I don't know, Cassie. I'm thinking that... this is kind of like what Bart did a while ago, and I'm mad at Kon for running off and worried about him and I'm just--frustrated in general.
Well. I've heard 'team' and 'just us' used interchangeably. As it does involve helping, I think team is the correct word for what I want to convey. And i don't disagree but...he should have I would prefer he'd told someone, not left a note. It's a step up from Bart just disappearing, I suppose.
::sigh:: Then--I guess the word I mean is "family." I suppose we're not really acting like one of those lately, either. But I'm also not sure where the difference between team and family is, if there's one.
I'm sorry. I don't mean to be...cold. This isn't an easy conversation for me.
Whatever we want to call it we are not a cohesive unit at the moment. We are little islands in a chain. You and Bart. Me and Tim. Steph and Cass. And Kon and Kara are both their own island right now. There's some cross over, you guys have been supporting Kon, I know you're my friend even when you are disappointed with me etc. But.
I don't know what I am trying to say really. I'm angry and I've no right to be. And I'm tired of this situation. The stuckness.
Bart keeps saying that, too. I don't know what to do about it, or how we can change it--or if there's anything to do but give it time. I wish it was different, but it's not and I don't know how to change it.
I think we're all angry and tired. I don't know what to say either, Cass, except that maybe we just have to wait until Kon gets back now.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
notarrowette) wrote2009-06-17 09:54 pm
no subject
ok.
no subject
The note says, "Stop freaking out, I'm probably fine. See you soon."
no subject
Do you know when he left?
no subject
no subject
You didn't do anything wrong, Cissie.
no subject
[Locked]
[Locked]
...What are you thinking?
[Locked]
I'm thinking a lot of things. We are not much of a team and maybe that's my fault but...I am not interested in assigning blame right now.
[Locked]
I wasn't really thinking about us as a team at the moment, just as--us. And Kon would have gone with them to help no matter was going on here.
[Locked]
he should haveI would prefer he'd told someone, not left a note. It's a step up from Bart just disappearing, I suppose.Re: [Locked]
[Locked]
Whatever we want to call it we are not a cohesive unit at the moment. We are little islands in a chain. You and Bart. Me and Tim. Steph and Cass. And Kon and Kara are both their own island right now. There's some cross over, you guys have been supporting Kon, I know you're my friend even when you are disappointed with me etc. But.
I don't know what I am trying to say really. I'm angry and I've no right to be. And I'm tired of this situation. The stuckness.
I'm sorry.
Re: [Locked]
Bart keeps saying that, too. I don't know what to do about it, or how we can change it--or if there's anything to do but give it time. I wish it was different, but it's not and I don't know how to change it.
I think we're all angry and tired. I don't know what to say either, Cass, except that maybe we just have to wait until Kon gets back now.
I'm sorry, too.