So, I went over to my place this afternoon to pick up some things and see Kon, and I found a note. I guess the Legion showed up and he went to help them for a while, and he should be back soon. I thought everyone would want to know.
::sigh:: Then--I guess the word I mean is "family." I suppose we're not really acting like one of those lately, either. But I'm also not sure where the difference between team and family is, if there's one.
I'm sorry. I don't mean to be...cold. This isn't an easy conversation for me.
Whatever we want to call it we are not a cohesive unit at the moment. We are little islands in a chain. You and Bart. Me and Tim. Steph and Cass. And Kon and Kara are both their own island right now. There's some cross over, you guys have been supporting Kon, I know you're my friend even when you are disappointed with me etc. But.
I don't know what I am trying to say really. I'm angry and I've no right to be. And I'm tired of this situation. The stuckness.
Bart keeps saying that, too. I don't know what to do about it, or how we can change it--or if there's anything to do but give it time. I wish it was different, but it's not and I don't know how to change it.
I think we're all angry and tired. I don't know what to say either, Cass, except that maybe we just have to wait until Kon gets back now.
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Date: 2009-06-18 05:59 pm (UTC)[Locked]
Date: 2009-06-18 06:16 pm (UTC)Whatever we want to call it we are not a cohesive unit at the moment. We are little islands in a chain. You and Bart. Me and Tim. Steph and Cass. And Kon and Kara are both their own island right now. There's some cross over, you guys have been supporting Kon, I know you're my friend even when you are disappointed with me etc. But.
I don't know what I am trying to say really. I'm angry and I've no right to be. And I'm tired of this situation. The stuckness.
I'm sorry.
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Date: 2009-06-18 08:15 pm (UTC)Bart keeps saying that, too. I don't know what to do about it, or how we can change it--or if there's anything to do but give it time. I wish it was different, but it's not and I don't know how to change it.
I think we're all angry and tired. I don't know what to say either, Cass, except that maybe we just have to wait until Kon gets back now.
I'm sorry, too.