notarrowette: (Downhearted)
[Private: Hackable (because she's distracted)]

A competitor will find a way to win. Competitors take bad breaks and use them to drive themselves just that much harder. Quitters take bad breaks and use them as reasons to give up. It's all a matter of pride. ~Nancy Lopez



...That sounds like my mother. "You don't quit, Cissie." "Don't just give up." "Do better next time."

Okay, maybe that's not exactly what the quote is saying. But it seems close enough. It feels like something Mom would have typed up and laminated and framed, somewhere we could see it all the damn time.

...I don't know why I'm getting all bitter and annoyed. )

I guess--I'm happy. Happier as Cissie than I was as Arrowette, anyway, and that... has to count for something, right?

~1000 words

notarrowette: (Pensive (Amanda))

62.1: A list of reasons why you love Valentine's Day


-Tim.
-All that silly commercialized romantic junk. Hearts and teddy bears and flowers.
-Hallmark cards. And commercials. (Gah. I’m such a girl.)
-The York Peppermint Patties in heart shapes with pink filling.
-Tim taking the night off and getting to spend time with him.


62.2: A list of reasons why you hate Valentine's Day

-Bart and Kon are unhappy.
-The awful jewelry commercials that are exactly the same, but with different jewelry every time.
-It’s a holiday. Tim will probably be called away for an emergency.


62.4: A list of ways you're similar to the rest of your family

-I’m an archer.
-I’m a good archer.
-I did the hero thing. (For a while. Sort of like Mom.)
-I’m in love with a Robin (like Roy).
-I like the color red.


62.5: A list of ways you're different from the rest of your family

-I quit. And not because of an injury. Because I almost killed a man.
-I don’t trust myself. (Also why I quit.)
-I’m no help in an emergency.
-My favorite subject is English.
-I don’t like chili.

notarrowette: (Peaceful (Amanda bw))
From [livejournal.com profile] father_archer:

1 question...
1 chance...
1 honest answer...

That's all you get. Ask me one question. Any one question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. An honest answer. No catch.

All comments will be screened so your question stays private between you and me, and only you will get to see my answer to your question. Then repost this and see what people ask you.

[OOC: Obviously, they're not really screened, where's the fun in that?]
notarrowette: (Cissie is an archer)
[RP with [livejournal.com profile] father_archer]

Cissie had been nervous about today, but once she arrived at Roy's, things were just--easy and really nice. Lian was so sweet, adorable and friendly, and she had greeted Cissie with a hug and a guided tour. The Robin Hood marathon was the most fun Cissie could remember having without Tim in a long while. The three of them ate more junk food than Cissie thought was possible, and sometime during the last movie, Lian passed out in a sugar coma across Roy's lap. Cissie was surprised and touched when Lian gave her a huge hug before letting Roy tuck her into bed. Once Lian was in bed, Cissie followed Roy out to his car for the drive back to Elias.

"Thanks for having me over," she said, buckling her seatbelt. "I had a lot of fun."
notarrowette: (Pensive (Amanda))
Two lists for [livejournal.com profile] justprompts.

Ten Defining Moments of My Life (In No Particular Order, Save #1):

1. The first time Tim said he loved me. Our first kiss was pretty defining, too.

2. The night in the woods, and the day I officially quit Young Justice. I think I cried myself to sleep for like a week.

3. The Olympics. I had given up on archery until the trials, and the Games had their share of misery and badness, but standing on that podium and receiving that medal? Kind of gave me a new direction.

4. When Harm put that arrow through my shoulder. If he hadn’t, I wouldn’t have had an excuse to go looking for Bart and then there might not have been any Young Justice for me. Which would mean none of my best friends. And no Tim.

5. The first time I picked up a bow. I don’t really remember it, but trying to imagine my life without archery is like trying to imagine someone else’s life.

6. Arrowette’s first night out, and the night I met Bart and Max Mercury called Social Services on my mother. It feels weird to say that was a good thing, but—Mom and I get along better now than we ever did then. Though it really did suck when I was first taken away and put in Elias.

7. When my father died. I was five, but I remember that day perfectly, and I remember that the hospital waiting room had green plastic chairs. People Cassie are surprised when I say that I miss him, but I do. Even if I didn’t remember him—which I do—I would.

8. I was writing my autobiography and figured out that Mom lied, and that Daddy isn’t my biological father. I think Tim knows who that is, but I don’t want to know yet.

9. The Crisis. Losing Kon and… that year sucked. And then when things were finally feeling okay again, Bart died, too. Everybody else I love had better just stay safe, because I will kick some serious ass otherwise. Tim. I mean it.

10. Can I re-state #1?

Ten Secrets I Wouldn’t Tell Anyone [Private, but it’s entirely possible that Tim could hack it ; )] )

OOC: Tim is [livejournal.com profile] mrsarcastic003, and he and Cissie are dating. #8 in the first list is in reference to a fic that hasn’t been posted yet.
notarrowette: (Downhearted)
[livejournal.com profile] on_thecouch 9.1: Control.

I haven’t had much control over my life—not until the last few years, anyway. And even then… It’s only just lately that I’ve really started to feel in control. Of myself, anyway.

Which, really, is the important thing. Because I can’t afford to not be in control. Of myself.

Go ahead—call me a control freak. Maybe I am. Can you blame me? I spent fourteen years so controlled by my mother that I didn’t dare make a decision without her approval. Even just deciding what to have for lunch was beyond my ability. I hated it, but that’s how it was. Mom home schooled me so she could enroll me in every kind of class imaginable. It’s a good thing she did that, instead of teaching me herself, because I don’t even want to think about what my social skills would have been like otherwise.

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