{forces her breathing to calm while Cissie speaks}
You said Bart is always thinking and right in the end.
{deep breath} I don't -- understand why it has to be decided now when everything is -- I -- Everyone is so angry and hurting and -- and you're right, we shouldn't play the blame game. But we shouldn't play the snap decision game either. YJ is -- it's not as if -- Why can't we just wait? Why does everything have to be now all the time? It's bad right now -- but maybe -- I think -- I want -- someday it won't be -- bad -- Cissie -- someday -- -- it will be...
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Date: 2009-06-09 03:28 pm (UTC)You said Bart is always thinking and right in the end.
{deep breath} I don't -- understand why it has to be decided now when everything is -- I -- Everyone is so angry and hurting and -- and you're right, we shouldn't play the blame game. But we shouldn't play the snap decision game either. YJ is -- it's not as if -- Why can't we just wait? Why does everything have to be now all the time? It's bad right now -- but maybe -- I think -- I want -- someday it won't be -- bad -- Cissie -- someday -- -- it will be...
{softly crying} Nothing lasts forever.