Kon

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So, I went over to my place this afternoon to pick up some things and see Kon, and I found a note. I guess the Legion showed up and he went to help them for a while, and he should be back soon. I thought everyone would want to know.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

She was, but she left.

Yeah. He said they need his help in the future and he'll be back soon.

[butimwondergirl.livejournal.com]

ok.

[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

The note says, "Stop freaking out, I'm probably fine. See you soon."

[butimwondergirl.livejournal.com]

Do you know when he left?

[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I saw him on Sunday? I don't know when Bart saw him last...

[butimwondergirl.livejournal.com]

You didn't do anything wrong, Cissie.

[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I know.

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[butimwondergirl.livejournal.com]

Cissie, I...are you...what are you thinking?

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I don't know, Cassie. I'm thinking that... this is kind of like what Bart did a while ago, and I'm mad at Kon for running off and worried about him and I'm just--frustrated in general.

...What are you thinking?

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[butimwondergirl.livejournal.com]

I am frustrated, too.

I'm thinking a lot of things. We are not much of a team and maybe that's my fault but...I am not interested in assigning blame right now.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

The blame game never helps.

I wasn't really thinking about us as a team at the moment, just as--us. And Kon would have gone with them to help no matter was going on here.

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[butimwondergirl.livejournal.com]

Well. I've heard 'team' and 'just us' used interchangeably. As it does involve helping, I think team is the correct word for what I want to convey. And i don't disagree but...he should have I would prefer he'd told someone, not left a note. It's a step up from Bart just disappearing, I suppose.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

::sigh:: Then--I guess the word I mean is "family." I suppose we're not really acting like one of those lately, either. But I'm also not sure where the difference between team and family is, if there's one.

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[butimwondergirl.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. I don't mean to be...cold. This isn't an easy conversation for me.

Whatever we want to call it we are not a cohesive unit at the moment. We are little islands in a chain. You and Bart. Me and Tim. Steph and Cass. And Kon and Kara are both their own island right now. There's some cross over, you guys have been supporting Kon, I know you're my friend even when you are disappointed with me etc. But.

I don't know what I am trying to say really. I'm angry and I've no right to be. And I'm tired of this situation. The stuckness.

I'm sorry.

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[cisskabob.livejournal.com]

I know.

Bart keeps saying that, too. I don't know what to do about it, or how we can change it--or if there's anything to do but give it time. I wish it was different, but it's not and I don't know how to change it.

I think we're all angry and tired. I don't know what to say either, Cass, except that maybe we just have to wait until Kon gets back now.

I'm sorry, too.